i am so depressed. I just took another antidepressant. the bar grip on my bathtub came off. I ordered another to see if that would work better. I have been spending so much money. I have been buying clothes again. I have been feeling so isolated. I didn't talk to anybody today.- ,oh except Marci.
now i am also thinking when my cats will die and when will danny die. they are not sick but I guess I got triggered,
at least I just checked and gold and silver are up. wonder if they will stay there.
just turned on zucchero. afraid i will have trouble walking to the doctor and the results. guess t am torturing myself. the holidays really depress me-no family.