I am out of control. I can't make myself do things I am supposed to do and just worry about them.I am thinking a lot about God and a=worry if he has mercy on the mentally ill. My best friend Suri has now been dead a year now.
she seems so far away but but I feel pain when I think of her instead joy being blessed to know her. another friend doesn't have patience with me.
now i just have to tell her everything is fine. I am so isolated. Robert came over with danny but becaause it was seven I had already undressed. He banged on the door which was unsettling. then he spent a 1 1/2 making Roku work. he was in heaven. he loves challenges. I was in hell and kept on offering to give it to him.
My eye sight is poor and I just ordered new glasses. i need a cataract operation and have to wait because of the virus.