talking on the phone so much with Linda has brought back so many memories about my past I love God with all my heart, soul and might. My bipolar brought me there. I think it also prevented me from marrying even though I came close.


trigger



None of my boyfriends would have worked out and my soul mate hung himself from a tree. He had also tried when he was younger.My first boyfriend tried unsuccessfully when he was very young and another tried twice and failed. I was thinking about these things all night.
I would have made a lousy wife even though I love children. Sh@t

I am not doing enough p.t. because it hurts and spots move. The p.t. massages my lower back where it really hurts and now it moved in the middle.