Lol

Reading that back, most of it makes more sense than I thought it would. I just kinda got into a bit of a downward spiral at the end. 😅

I'm just...scared to just say what I'm really thinking. Honestly, 2021 didn't get off to the best start for me and it's still iffy... And now I am pmsing and probably oxygen deprived from being cooped up in the house for so many months now... now it's too cold though, and I sorta have no desire to get myself dressed up to go out. Ugh!

AND the hyperfocus on things, like my novel, my famous person community (And all that drama, that I may or may not be partially inventing. &#128546 and just social media (Twitter being my drug of choice).

But I escape to the net, because I'm so dissatisfied irl...

Dammit! That's kinda the truth of it, but I don't really want to open that can of worms, so...like can we talk about soap operas or something? 😅