A wise man once said--Whatever comes to me , I look on as God's gift for some special purpose. If it was a difficulty, I know he gave it to me to struggle with, to strengthen my mind and my faith.-- So it sounds to me he looked down on you and gave you a gift of growing at this time, probably takes more than you to **** him off: And like my friend told me --this too shall pass!! And feel free to tell me like I told my friend WHEN!! Because I'm getting tired of waiting for it to pass. Hang in there Mark we are on your side we all need all the we can get. Carose