oh how I really messed up. I completely over drank at the super bowl gathering at friends house. 6 of us total. 4 people drove separately and were only a couple of miles from our house. So that was good.
I was drinking "gin and tonics", mostly gin. And I was drinking them fast. I blacked out and can't remember dinner or doing dishes or Drinking more, I thought I only had 3 drinks but found out today that I had several more than that. Every one was involved. I made a scene, was going to drive home. But kathryn stepped up to tell them that no I was unfit to drive home. so they forcefully got me out of the car. Jeff drove us home around 9pm. She drove my car home and paul came with his car to pick her up at our house.

We had steaks and zucchini. the steak looked good but I don't remember eating it and brought half home...
needless to say I got very sick to my stomach once we got home.

Today, I called kathryn and thanked her for helping me....
Gin is not my friend,
That is an understatement.
I won't be drinking again, anytime soon.
I wish I could just stop.
But I just can't....
sigh
bizi
Afraid to step on the scale after all of this eating and drinking.