yesterday as nightmarish. i went to the doctor's with marci. i really needed her because of trouble walking. after sitting for an hour my back and bottom hurt. then i had to rest for 15 minutes. the stool i bought was too little. we had to wait for a cab for 15 minutes and i felt like i was going to collapse. marci went to the other side of park ave to try to try to get a cab. after 5 minute i became terrified of being alone and kept on calling for her to come back. she only came back when she got a cab.
tomorrow i might have to go alone for another dr's appt. i am scared about that because of the walker and feeling so vulnerable and helpless.