Thanks for your replies. I don't know what I'm supposed to do at this point. I live in IN, and the little guy here is practically invisible. Something strange is going on, because the assistant tells me my doc is sick and retiring, but the front-desk ladies tell me he is well and still seeing a few patients. The only way I'm "allowed" to contact him is by leaving a recorded message on his assistant's line. I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I know I can feel my neck starting to kick back into it's old familiar sensations--electric-shock pain, as the level of opioid in my blood is now way low. I titrated myself down by cutting the last 40 or so tabs in half, but...