Thank you bobby,
I think I have been so depressed about my weight that I have given up dieting.
my drinking is daily and Jeff encourages me to drink, he doesn't want to feel like the parent and me be a child.
I can understand that.
we went out these past 2 nights.
last night it was after a brass quintet concert which was very good. and out for drinks where I felt oddly comfortable but then got self conscious about not talking to any one. tonight we went to a town called breaux bridge to listen to some blue grass music and have dinner. I had 3 extra dry martinis and steak and shrimp with a side of potato cake it was all very good a bit over cooked but tasted yummy Jeff had 2 gin and tonics our bill was $110.plus tip so it was very expensive night out for a wednesday.!
2 of our friends were there and they enjoyed the concert as well.
It is getting lat and I really want to get a good nights sleep.
I did not sleep well last night even though I went to bed early and ended up taking all of my prn meds. slept poorly. so here is hope that I sleep better but I drank so much and probably sabotaged my good nights sleep.!
good night.
bizi