yes I panicked, klonipin is the only way I can get to sleep. I have tried many things in the past when my previous pdoc took it away from me.
I had some fleeting thoughts that they had talked with out HIPPA consent.
They are friendly with each other, she told me that.
Their offices are on the same street.
I will pick it up tomorrow.
I have a stock pile of .5mg from before if I need them I could last for several months if she did stop my rx. I think hydroxyzine helped before.
NOT the crazy doses of melatonin that she was having me take.

I finally forced myself to do the billing. I hand wrote 30 bills and put them into the mail box, I have 4or5 left from this week but they can wait until I bill again in 2 weeks. That was the most bills I have sent out, usually it more like 20-25 at the most. I am behind in all areas of my business. I need to thin my filing cabinets of people I have not seen in 2 years. I need the charts so that way I can create new charts using old folders. I already have a stack of paper work old charts that need to be alphabetized.
They can stay on the floor least of my worries at this point. I am behind 3 months in charting my clients visits. I am just going to start over with that. I have not filled out my mileage charts since january.
That is a pretty simple task. Firstly I need to thin my charts/in the filing cabinet. I need to create new billing system, something easier to use than what I am using now.
I need an assistant to do all of this for me. sigh won't happen.....
anyway I am getting tired so need to think about getting ready for bed.
It takes me about 30 minutes of stuff to get to bed. I miss jeff when he is gone. He comes back tomorrow evening. So one more night alone.
He will have to take care of his car tomorrow from the flooding waters that he went thru.
good night
bizi