as usual i woke up very depressed. this time however it went away fast. my leg and foot are better. yesterday just lying down hurt. i keep on telling myself that it should be better in a couple months and then maybe i will go outside. my new allergies are bad. i still think they were caused by the vaccine. my therapist kept on saying that i should consult my md about the meat diet. she got me so angry. i think losing weight, especially since i have diabetes is less risky. it was an annoying session and i think she doesn't know how the bipolar mind works. she really stressed me. today i talk to my other therapist and ask him if he has any suggestions about dealing with stress.
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bobby