i am so angry. the doorman didn't call up to say somebody was bringing up a deliver. that is why i fell and am still having extreme difficulty walking. i felt so much rage. it is the building's policy to ring up. i am not going to give him anything for xmas.. if he doesn't do his job why tip him.
i have also really been worried about money. i don't have a family. i hope i don't live that long.. i decided if the temperature doesn't go above 80 degrees i won't use the air conditioner. i am so upset i feel nauseated.