okay about the pills. i have been just so depressed with all sorts of anxiety besides intense loneliness i can't push myself to do anything. yesterday i even a difficult time reading. robert came over yesterday to pick up danny's meat. i just rebooted my computer and printing email worked. my cell phone broke so i ordered another one and robert graciously offered his services. my friend zeynep called and just talked about her problems. i mentioned that i was terrified of running out of money and hoped a didn't live longer.then she started talking about her problems.
i have a few stocks and they are doing terribly. practically all my money is in money markets.
love
bobby