again no stomach ache. read a book again and really enjoyed it. got a new scale but have to read the instructions. building is making us wear masks again in the elevator. turned off the ac in the middle of the night. apartment was too cold. aby has been hiding but yesterday morning and evening she was ultra friendly. i petted her a lot and we bumped heads a lot. i had been afraid she wasn't feeling well.
again i woke up and wished i were dead. it is so very hard dealing with the depression, isolation and severe loneliness. i have been praying to God and repeatedly telling myself i am not alone because God is with me always. i have been watching too much news.
i hope today i can find a place for the books on my bed.
i took a bath when i got out of bed but that didn't help. i am looking forward to continue reading a book i started
love
bobby