yesterday marci worked so hard trying to get rid of the roaches. she thinks she found a nest. i was trying to hand her 20 dollars for working so hard. she turned it down three times. she said she did it from her heart. she was laughing all the time. i asked if she laughed last week when she had a flood in her apartment and she said yes she laughs at everything.
i started buying tops again. no control.
i am supposed to be moving and walking with my walker in the hall and i haven't been. as to my depression i keep on telling myself God is with me and i am not a lone. that helps big time. now i am wondering if it was a miracle that i got marci. i am going to try to read some psalms ever day.
if only i had some control. my stomach has really been bothering me. i ate a lot of blueberries two night in a row and then read they have a lot of fiber and if you eat a lot you can have stomach problems.
love
bobby