woke up depressed as usual. put some lavender essential oil on my wrist.
read a couple of psalms. in psalm 27 david mentions being abandoned by his parents. i wonder if reading the psalms can reduce my being so frightened besides everything else. it also mentions staying away from vain friends i have two..now i hardly have any friends besides no family. my bipolar makes everything so worse-it exaggerates all my fears.
listening to music. aby came to me this morning.so nice. deciding whether or not to amazon's fire kindle. yesterday i read that one woman has an iq of around 240. read about eric clapton's car collection is so awesome. eric clapton cars - Google Search