i don't think it will help. i would never kill myself because i am so threatened by God. i don't know why today my depression is so bad. i have tried music, reading and reading some psalms. i also have tried napping to no avail.
maybe i am recovering from the scare about robert. i bought the wrong kindle fire from ebay and i don't think i can return it. it was a stupid mistake.
i also bought some more books and i really didn't want to spend much money this month.
love
bobby