i was so depressed during the night. i have been eating a lot of things that are bad for me because i have diabetes and sweets help the depression. i am furious at myself for not trying to exercise to help me walk. my friend david called me yesterday and said to call him if i am depressed. if i could just walk a bit he would go for a short walk with me. marci has been wonderful.
linda called last night with horrible news. her oldest son jonathan was exposed to the virus. he won't know if he caught it from his close friend whom he shares a golf cart with every sat. he has no immune system. he had a pancreis (sp). he just had mouth cancer but his plastic surgeon did a great job and now he can eat. he is 6 2 and weights 120 pounds. he also had a heart attack. linda said he is the kindest guy. linda ran out and got a booster. she is recovering from a double mastectomy...her third time with breast cancer.
i have also been worried about money. i am just freaking out.
love
bobby