alice replied to my email and apologized and said she has been so preoccupied. i said i am mentally ill and have never been psychotic but i catastrophize and thought you may have the virus. i told her she was close to being perfect and even though she doesn't believe or is an agnostic she will go straight to heaven. i have been friends with her for over 50 year.
i said i am a good listener and comforter and if i could be of service let me do it. a while back after her husband died i called ever sunday and mostly listened. a long time later she said the calls really helped.
before i saw the email i tried calling her twice -the first time it said the phone was disconnected and the second time it just rang and rang. my anxiety went through the roof and i went to my computer to check the number and then i saw the email. i had been dialing the wrong number.