life is really weird. i didn't tell my doctor about the allergies, brain fog episodes and spelling etc because i don't like hospitals or tests. I must be stupid.
I am mostly isolated but i read a lot and listen to music at the same time.So many things bore me but i am still very curious. I don't like noise. i think because of anxiety i seem to need both reading and music at the same.often i repeat the same music over and over.
did you know that sometimes it took leonard cohen five years to complete a song. somebody asked bob dylan how long it took him to write a particular song and he said 15 minutes lol. i read that Cohen suffered from depression so much of his life and pills didn't help. then he tried mediation and after a while he no longer had depression. my mind races too much to do meditation.
i only like people who are kind. i just realized it lately. all those years i wasted dealing with most people who were not kind.
i am wondering if Pudge stopped liking the food i had been giving her so long.
fondly,
bobby