today i talked to the pastoral intern and she helped so very much with my anger and being afraid of possible pettiness. Now I have to think about it a lot and I think it removes a big burden. I don't want to go against God. She helped me where my therapists couldn't.
I called my caseworker and left a message. I just called my senator's office for advice. She has such kind and sharp people working for her. Arty said he would get back to me in an hour or two to find out if it is legal to hire my own exterminator. I hadn't even thought of that. He was leaning towards asking the building to pay for another external exterminator since the exterminator they use made the situation worse. I don't want to stir up trouble even though it is the law for them to take care of roaches.