A lovely young Rabbi intern came over yesterday. This was a first. We speak on the phone once a week. I have told her about how abused I was by my family and scapegoated but also asked to be a caretaker. I know I have still so much anger and have to find a way to forgive them to unburden me. I have been saying I forgive you and dropped let God take care of you. She suggested with my alienated nephews to say I forgive you and pray that they acquire compassion. I just started that, Their values are sh@t and I call them stomach Jews.
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