I am really blessed to have bossy Marci whom I love as my aide twice a week. had to go the dentist. I might wind up having to pay over 1000 for a new lower bridge. It was so cold out and had to wait at least 15 minutes to get a cab. My legs were giving out even though I was resting on the walker and leaning over .Marci said early on why didn't I wait in the lobby and she would get one. I stupidly said no. I hate spending extra money. For the last 5 minutes I just wanted to sit in the avenue but I was afraid I might not be able to get up again.
After the visit was over, I had to wait ten minutes because I had no energy whatsoever.. Marci again asked if I should stay in the office and she would get a cab and said that it wouldn't that much extra. I quickly said yes because I felt it would be impossible for me to stand anymore. She came back again about 15 minutes with a cab.. RELIEF
I don't know that if the P.T is going to help.
My 28 year old volunteer whose mother is bipolar 2 and he is the only child called as he said he would. I told him again that he should not feel guilt about dealing with his mother. Again I told that even though he has a therapist, I was sure an older wise spiritual Rabbi could help him with his guilt and I asked my Rabbi intern if she knew of one. She said she would try to find one. Sam sounded responsive. We talked a lot and laughed a lot. At one point he really touched me. He said he was there for me.