last night even had two bad nightmares. Only had eggs and some toast yesterday. I couldn't give up coffee. my ibs is back. i just two more things for it. also bought lactose aid but don't think I am lactose intolerant.
i will just again have eggs and a piece of toast.
Now I am finally more in control again. I did buy two more books Saint and Sinner and The Gambler Wife: A True Story of Love, Risk, and the Woman Who Saved Dostoyevsky. Once i finish current book will start it. very eager to read both.
yesterday pudge spent a lot of time right next to me-heaven.

oops just bought two jackets and a pair of shoes. just threw out a lot of old tops-relief. stomach ache coming back-rats