I am so sorry I missunderstood you. It sounds like you are having a very rough time with your health and your family.

I feel like Tayla does. I don't understand how they hospital and Drs. can just not get some test done on you and try to get you doing better. I don't understand how they can just ignore the shape you are in and leave you like that.

As far as your Mum, what I would hope that she would understand is that you need her help more then anything right now but there might come a time when you can do a lot for yourself once you start getting better. I pray you do. I wish we could look into the future and see you at how you are going to be a few years down the road. I have faith that you will see some better days.

Ada