I don't know what to say. I understand wanting to cancel appointments. I'm struggling with that myself. Not that i have an uncaring therapist, i just don't know how much I'm getting from it. Well, i mean it costs money you know and it needs to be helping me. Anyway, while normally I'd say go with your gut and i still do, i just have a bit of hesitation because maybe the therapists do know more about us than we know about ourselves? I don't know anymore. Sorry if this was all utterly unhelpful. Thinking out loud again.