Bobby

I wonder if you might be right on about that. Its a heart ache, instead
of a heart attack, because she died. So maybe part of the problem
is that because you can't exactly feel a heart ache physically, its a stomach
ache. Because when you got anxious, upset or just any of these feelings
you knew you could talk to Suri about it.

Could you start by talking to Suri in heaven a little each day now. To tell
her what is going on. Yes, she can't answer in the normal way. But she
will figure out a way to answer you. Maybe just with the fact that the
ache's will start to diminish faster. Hopefully at least. Also do you know
one food you can get that she really enjoyed, that you would be willing
to eat or a tea that you would be willing to serve yourself once a week
just for you and her to have a memory with. Even maybe ask your helper
have a cup with you too.