Im wondering if yesterday was just a blip of optimism, because today im struggling to get out of bed. Or maybe i just needed my coffee? I dont know. My mind is so like cloudy. It seems like i have one major thing to do and cant think about anything else...except all i do is think and overthink. Seems like when i start to think i just remember the other things i should be doing and i get overwhelmed. I get overwhelmed with the idea of lists and journals too. Seems like too much effort to pull out my notebook anymore. Days seem to pass by so fast!

I was gonna say something else but already forgot it. Sigh