I don't have a clue. i was raging yesterday. I didn't dare call any of my friends.
zeynep's sister is dying of cancer. The other day she called and talked about a half another about Peri. I freak everytime I get an email from her. Linda's eldest son had a pancreas transplant so she is terrified of his dying from the virus. I couldn't call Kathy because I know she loves me but can get me upset. I kept on thinking of all the self absorbed and selfish people. They fill me with rage right now. I didn't want to bother Joyce. I was a beast yesterday. I just can't stand the isolation.
love
bobby still filled with rage and little sleep.

thank God I AM AFRAID OF GOD.

Left untreated, symptoms usually worsen, with 39% of people with bipolar disorder eventually being hospitalized—more than any other mental health condition! And people with bipolar disorder are 15 times more likely to attempt suicide than the general population.