this is the second time I wrote to Zeynep how strong and kind she was. I wrote her this morning ho I marvel about it. She has been taking great care of her sister Peri dying of breast cancer. she had also taken care of her ex husband who never tried her well when he was dying.
She answered to me this morning and said Peri died last night. I wrote back and said Peri is at please now. i said i was afraid to call her right now but for her to call me. I wrote that I think it would help.
I had called kathy the other day and asked her what she thought. I said I had loved my mother so much when I was young and naive but I am going to remember those feelings and thought i should forget everything but that I loved her. three months before she died she had myra dial and she told me she loved me and i told her I loved her. I so need to heal. kathy had trouble with her mother but would talk about it with her.