last night i had two awful nightmares. One was I had covid and the other somebody emptied my brokerage account where i have most of my money.
I just checked that and thought since i hardly go there my password and login wouldn't work. they did and my account although lower was fine.
I am such a wreck and feel so lousy. last night i kept on feeling how mentally ill i am. my two meds hardly work and lately i have been feeling very scared.
pudge slept with me all night. Yesterday. i have never been called a treasure. but Joyce called me a treasure. She flooded me with more compliments. when had her store and sold beautiful kitties that were expensive if she didn't like the person she wouldn't sell them one.
I can't wait to speak to my therapists. i did get more sleep. i have to read up on old people who alone without family and protection.
maybe a lot of the things i feel are normal for my situation. I am not going to listen to the news today. i can't watch dumb tv shows so hopefully i can just sleep and read.