I am here. I went back out and only now climbing back. I seriously need rehab but sadly it is not an option so I continue to try on my own. The alcohol has caused estrangement from my son which is a heartbreak and several health issues but it is the neuropathy that gives me the most grief with loss of QOL.

I have been back here periodically stalking you all but too embarrassed to post. Having said that, it is good too see you all are thriving, happy and well. I want what you have.