how many children do you have and how old are they and how often do you see them? Are they a source of comfort?
Do you like to read? I looked up what you have. one source was My Brain Doesn’t Seem To Be Working: Brainwave Dysregulation | Psychology Today
sh@t it has so much in common with bipolar 2. so much of the time is hell.
your childhood was so very awful-a nightmare. i guess you got little nurturing too and are probably so self critical. I don't know if you have faith.
Were you happy when you were traveling? i AM SO GLAD YOU LOVE ANIMALS.
I think I was in Fiji during the first coup. I stupidly thought that Fiji was going to be a paradise. never heard of Treasure Island. We met and went to the gg's birthday party. The private secretary was the governor general's relative. I had a couple of affairs. Deep down the Fijians for the most part were just like us but oh so friendly. We stayed mostly in the main city at the private secretary's house.
i loved that all the children were loved and it didn't matter if their parents were married or not.
I hope the villiages haven't changed and reflect the same culture. I think I was there for four months. When I was young i spent months in Europe and almost married an Italian.
In college i went to a few carribean islands. Later went back to europe.
Are you still able to travel or has your illness curtailed it.
YOU ARE SUCH AN INCREDIBLY BRAVE WOMAN.
Fondly,
Bobby