lol bizi. great perception! I know that episode. That's a bit how I feel. It's difficult to cram a lifetime into a couple of posts. No, not too much for me.

bobby, I just meant that I think that depression and anxiety and many other conditions are basically biological in nature just like everything else. The mind is connected to the body. Many people in the world do not undersand these types of conditions and we are treated differently because of that. We should be able to talk openly with our friends or employers about things like anxiety or depression or whatever, but we usually can not due to these misunderstandings. That's all I was saying.

I'm also very self critical as you mentioned. It sometimes is a positive though if I channel into getting things done properly. I'm more relaxed these days than I used to be I must say.

Reading is something that I've always done. Apart from a lot of medical reading that I try to keep up with, I love non fiction reading but also like fantasy and some of the good old science fiction. I don't find it as easy to read as I used to though due to all the brain fog caused by gammaknife surgery and constant infusions that cause it. Anxiety increases with having to go out. I like to be at home now. I get anxious because I'm living waiting on the next blood test and waiting on the next mri, ct or pet scan result etc. etc. Nothing can take away that part of my anxiety.

p.s. I made a whole heap of hair scrunchies last week out of remnants of pretty fabric I had left over. I have a room here set up as a "sewing and craft room" with two large tables and my overlocker and sewing machine are set up all the time ready to go. I've been a bit slack lately but making the hair scrunchies was a lot of fun and a good start in getting back to it once the cooler months head around.

Thank you for caring and showing interest. I appreciate that. I also forgot to mention that I loved learning about where your name came from my morgy.
I hope you've been sleeping better and doing OK there.