oh sh@t. Don't you ever feel shame again. this is a really a good article about the beast Bipolar Disorder and Alcoholism. With those odds i think it is so fantastic you have a wonderful relationship with your husband and love your job and help so many people. you also have us besides others. i told you I believe washing somebody's feet is a holy deed..
you are loved whether you drink or not. NOBODY SHOULD JUDGE YOU.
Love,
bobby and her kitties.