wow. right i live in manhattan, new york city.
i wonder if the storm has arrived. i hope it is not too bad. i was a computer programmer and a child psychologist. i had to go on disability. the final straw was i was badly burnt and luckily had no scares but was in the burn unit for almost two weeks. then went back to programming and quit. no more paqtience.
i have tried many drugs usually they haven't worked at all or turned into a zomby.
i liked your poem. it seems like it would be stabilizing and since a lot of us are very self critical, it would help that too. thank you.i did get confused when you wrote

Sometimes things dissapear
I'm sure it will

If it is necessary
Write it down, make a list
Alone, I am capable
They see me

Does the moment occur
Let it come to you, and cease
Together you'll find a way
Its even more fun that way

i found that confusing.

i heard on the new that biden thinks putin is going to invade ukraine. rats
bobby