hi
i am using my tower fan and ac if i need it. i am in a weird space. i have to start physical therapy again. i got so hooked on fb kitty cats that after spending all the time in bed. now i have back pain and my walking is worse.
I have been challenging my internist and psychiatrist and worried that i might be alienating them. no. yesterday for the first time my internist signed it dr.ben metzger. he has always signed dr. Benjamin Metzger. wow.
instead of DR. Hadda she signed it Ceri, wow
i had awful side effects with .25 dose of risperidone. with bladder control and huge appetite. i tried to go off cold turkey but late at night I had stomach pain a withdrawal effect. i took the pill and pain went away. then bladder control came back. i gained more weight but the appetite is lessening a bit
it is helping.
still slightly manic. i am reading five books right now. one by plato about socrates. another one by stone on socrates and three romantic novels.
my apartment is a disaster. i have to lie down now. so tired.
love,
bobby