i hate being bipolar. I hate all the medications that have caused chronic constipation. I hate my rage. I hate my depression. I hate my anxiety. Now I am beginning to get annoyed at music. i am still angry at marci for being an hour late last week and not calling. i am angry at her for calling last night and saying she was coming in the morning. I got angry at Robert when he went on and on saying dog food costs the manufacturers only a penny and a half to produce the food. I still can't work my new cellphone.
I do love my kitties. I still enjoy reading but scared of cataract surgery. I can't stand the feeling that I have to go but can't. I don't know when to call the doctor. he said to call in a week but this f@cking medication isn't helping and I am scared.
I am having such a hard time coping and being isolated. i know most of the world has it worse.