i finally feel a bit better. haven't started linzess yet. i just bought two more pitchers for water. bought ground flaxseed.bought instant steel cut oatmeal. bought taurine for diabetes. have magnesium citrate, magnesium citrate power, magnesium 400 mg and of course remaining bottles of magnesium citrate liquid that might be contaminated.
depression is lifting but still find music irritating.
the handyman came and replaced the toilet handle. figured out how to make the length of the page for scanning longer.
tried a tea for bloating and gas and didn't work. bought something else for gas.
still don't feel close to God. marci was very kind yesterday. Thank God for my fear of him. otherwise i would have swallowed a lot of pills.