i am feeling much better now. no depression although i still have stomach problems. bipolar is so weird. what a roller coaster ride. my kitties have been so affectionate.
i am cutting back on my ac but soon the weather should get cooler. Robert has been an angel. he said he would take me to the doctor but i wrote it was no longer necessary.
i am not going to go to ebay and use some control. i have always had so much trouble with control. i hardly had trouble in school because i really enjoyed what i was doing. i loved programming in assembler language .would even bring my work home to debug something. i loved the kids i did therapy with and tested even though it was sad.
i am not going to have to call a help line today.
i love the pants i just bought. i keep on wearing them because they are comfortable and i adore looking at them.
love you,
bobby