i just don't get it. i fell asleep early and then woke after three hours of sleep severely depressed and feeling hopeless. i took my antidepressant and that didn't help. I checked out my computer and wound up opening an email from a religious organization and then it wound up taking me out of chrome and I don't where i was. Finally found a way to get back to chrome and will wait for robert to come over to get rid of it. yesterday i yelled at aby a couple of times which i never do because she jumped on the keyboard and f@@ked up my computer. finally was able to fix it and she came back again but i yelled at her and she ran away. I had Abys before but she is a little devil.
This usually happens. as soon as i get out of bed and start doing an activity I AM FINE. that usually happens. no longer depressed. such extremes. i wonder when I wake up so early with that hopelessness and depression I should get of bed and starting something. Mag0 is still working but not immediately.