i am going to throw out most of the food i just bought, including a roasted chicken and salad and eggs. right now i can only have coffee, oatmeal and buckwheat and soup. i ate something yesterday that i knew was bad for me. i finally crashed early but still woke up at 2:30, severely depressed, nauseated and stomach pain. the ibs gets worse with stress. i can't tell you how upset i am about pudge. I keep on talking to the tax place about getting my money back. yesterday i was told i would get it back in 7 days.
I talk a lot to God and tell him i love him and i don't question now about my life.