i walked the hall three times yesterday. will try again today.
i have been so tormented realizing that I will probably outlive Pudge even if the test was a fluke. I called the hotline today. I got great advice. I was told to start talking to her and expressing all my love I have for her and what she has given to me.. I am already feeling less tormented. This has never happened to me before. I have lost many beloved pets.
love,
bobby