i am just suffering way too much, i am so irritable. i am going to see if i can try topamax again. Since I still feel as if I have to go, I took more magnesium citrate powder and don't care if i wind up poisoning myself. I am itchy all over. I don't have control over my temper now. i am so upset that that we will probably loose our democracy.. i am so glad i am old the way the country is going.