i think a lot of my anger has to do with sleep deprivation.. I do wish though
that i had told my neighbor i didn't know that fat pigs like you could run. i lost my opportunity.
i think i have to skip the ibs-c forum for a while. it is too depressing. my current laxative barely works.
because of my lack of sleep I have been making careless errors like throwing out one of the shoes i bought for marci and told her about.. thank God I am not paranoid yet from lack of sleep.
i will try very hard to clean what i can the next two days. i am going to drink a lot of peppermint and chamomile tea.
alice still hasn't sent oct's rent check but she is okay. it does unnerve me further.