The good news is that I am finally trying to give up swearing. I love to swear and it is a great release for me. I guess I will start using rats. I was so scared to go in the hall again and got very angry at myself. When I run into her I will just say don't ever talk to me again. I don't want to be an old mentally ill frightened person. I have told three of the workers here and the management for documentation about what she has done..