Welcome! This is the perfect place...

In my case I never stopped drinking when my PN kicked in and it took 3 months in jail for me to sober up, and I stayed sober (12 years now), so I can 't answer that question for you.

But, as you already know, staying sober is the key here and I think a little accountability may do you well. Maybe AA or Celebrate Recovery or a close sober friend to text\call when needed?

You were drinking like I was and I am SO much better now....hang in there, you can do it!