Hello Lara

I was told ages ago I don't have Sjogrens and had a negative biopsy. I have absolutely no idea anymore. I have now permanently switched off my mobile phone and basically given up on work, everything.

I had to treat myself in the end after finding out I was grossly b12 deficient. This cured my chronic fatigue syndrome. I also became gluten intolerant. The b12 also cleared up the nerve pain. Now it is all back and there is no support and no help and no sign of why it is back.

I was due to leave the UK for 3 months from today to be immersed in culture and the sun as I have been DESPERATE to do for 6 years. Now I am trapped here again in an attic room like a loser.

I am angry and disgusted I have to go through this again.