5 days have passed. The hole in my heart is still there. I started eating and getting sleep. It only gives you more energy to cry!

I have trained with my new dog(Scout) 2 times since. We have such a long road to get to perfection...............sigh

Im getting older and now Im working with a spry 2 year old. Trainer says she wont calm down till she is 3 or 4!

I have forgotten how hard it was starting out. At some point, you dont need commands it becomes the perfect relationship.

For years I said I trusted my dog more than people, so here I am back at square one....I do not know where I am going to get the energy to get this perfect?