Where do I begin..
First Sandel yes ! Last time I heard from Laura she was thinking most definitely of going to Germany .I have not heard from her in quite some time .I have no idea if she ever went through with it.
I hope we haven't heard from her as she is cured and out there enjoying her life.That would be my wish for her

Tayla - we would have to discuss our hallucinations at length in a "judge mental free zone" .We could compare where realities begin, end and a place where dimensions transcend one another without a second thought as to whether this could possibly be or not be - and what about those white stucco walls - what is up with that
So yes I am up for it - wouldn't it be cool if they were the same

Frogga .I am definitely building up a tolerance to the ketamine. I know it isn't stored in the body - I feel absolutely fine the next day - it's as if I haven't taken any at all before - but when I do take it I have grown accustomed to the feeling so it is much easier to handle.
I am not sure about the daily thing. First,I am not sure if my doctor offers it that way .
Second ,as I am still driving and mobile ( knock wood) this is not a drug I would feel comfortable driving on - Although I am accustomed to it - it does have some side effects that I would not be comfortable with while driving bottom line.I just won't risk it .
So thats a road I would have to cross when and if I get there - pain relief vs. independence . now there is a conundrum indeed!!!!
And yes I have only had intense hallucinations through infusions or in surgery.

Now Vicc - yes P.A does have RSD - It is fact.LA is a small town and the number of RSD doctors and cottage therapists to go around is not that large .
We all share many of the same doctors and or massage therapists or some treatment person or another .
If people all recall the history of her coming out with CP - it was not really a choice - it was a diversion .It happened when she got her hand caught in the cookie jar with that young contestant on AI and all of a sudden the sob story of her 24 year battle of CP and my goodness RSD all a PR attempt to take the focus off her very deep troubles over at AI.
She even did the cover of People - all the while she was being accused - with excellent proof of having sex with a contestant - talk about odd behavior
She does not want to be the poster child for many of the reasons you say- Vicc because she is out of it- This is Just my humble opinion and a few others - you need only watch her E true Hollywood story to see a women who is not all there with twitches of someone on too many meds.
Now having been on ketamine I don't think it is a "happy drug"- maybe she is on too many narcotics or something like that - this ketamine does not make you particularly
charming nor social - but then again mixed with a cocktai l of your own design with no rules , what do I really know


I hope I have that all covered

and so glad to hear from you Vicc

Peace

GnP